SMASH

back to where my friend died
not the scene of his ugly suicide
but to where he used to live
just to have him back anything i would give

it must have taken years for the pain inside

i could have helped him if i'd tried
this has happen to me before
i love my friends to come knocking at my door
all they wanted was company
i should have been pleased the friend they chose was me

why am i so blind i cannot see

why am i so blind i cannot see
when people they need me
that was revisited no. 3

flowers by the road 'cos a grieving heart says so
they know it's not time to let go
i know a story
my friend jumped off Welwyn Garden City's Multi Storey

so when i need you
when i need you  please don't ignore me
revisited no. 5